How do you overcome the fear of landing a kickflip with your front foot?

skateboarding so far has been sooooooo fun since i started a few months ago. But, ive been fed up to the point where im just having trouble getting interested in the sport anymore and i know the reason: kickflip. I could do almost everything perfectly every time i keep my shoulders centered and everything and it flicks perfectly but i only land with my back foot it is sooooooo frusturating i feel like im afraid to bring my foot back for some reason and i do it on carpet and its still impossible. I want this trick so bad so i cud progress. i practice at least 3 hours a day.